crashing down

Suddenly, everything goes wrong.

I come back to my computer sitting with a blank screen and a solid hard drive access light.This means no good. Then i restart and get a weird cmos error.

After alot of terrifying crap, i was able to recover one of my hard drives. The other one seems to be dead. Which sucks alot. It had my vista operating system, all of my shows and most of my valuable install files. The most i can try to do is see if it works on another computer here, and maybe it's just my motherboard. WHICH WOULD SUCK EVEN MORE.

I don't have the money to buy new computer parts, let alone enough parts to make a new computer. This sucks.


Some weird stuff keeps happening to me now. I got some weird phone calls, my laptop also breaks down, and i'm just in an awful mood because everything's completely out of my control.

I thought things were going so well. I went over to rockland a few days ago to see Tracey, and I hadn't felt that well in a long time. Now I'm here and I feel even more useless, and I feel like Veronica hates my guts now, despite how she denies it.

This weekend is supposed to be busy for me. This Saturday, I plan to meet up with people in the city to see UCB, then Sunday is Tracey's party, then next Friday I plan to see Tracey's show, then go to the cast party afterwards, then the next day is Shayna's party, and then is Liz's birthday. intense.

I didn't think a summer of unemployment would be this active, but now that i lost a hard drive, i feel like half the man i used to be.