oops

I realize I haven't written in a very long time. I've actually been up til five recently, but most of the time I've been out. Last night I went to Angela's new apartment. It's intense to see something like that. It was an amazing looking apartment, up in Carmel. She's a big girl now, and I feel both proud of her, and scared of my own future. Either way, it was really good seeing her, and as we teased and insulted each other through the entire of Casino Royale, I realized that I missed her a lot. Now, she's not too far away. I felt better.

I'm going to the high school tomorrow to pick up an application to work as a tech person over the summer. I'm sure it's just another job rejection waiting to happen. I just wish I could get a summer job I would actually enjoy. But of course, I won't.

The next big thing I'm looking forward to is seeing Tracey this week. It was kind of rough having seen each other every day for months and then, suddenly, not. I miss her like crazy, and sometimes, I get jealous of all the fun she's having without me. It's childish, I know, and I get a little crazy because I'm nosy and want to know what's going on with her all the time, but that's out of place and I'd just be a bother. Plus, I'm afraid it'll be awkward, because I never know what her friends think of me, and I have a horrible feeling they think I'm evil or something now. This doesn't make the situation easier, but it'll be worth it to jump those hoops if I can spend some time with her.

Well, it's hard to sound interesting when you're not, so I'll stop talking before I hate myself off the internet. Hopefully, I'll be able to make something of myself soon.