There's still a load of nothing happening. Veronica drove me to pick up a job application today from the board of education. Aaron apparently already got a job to do custodial work at the high school, so I'm already feeling more behind than usual.
I fooled around with my guitar all day, and I still can't come up with any music. I always end up just watching videos of bands I want to be like. I JUST WANT TO BE IN A BAND! For some reason, I have this extreme desire to be in a band where I can just flip out and go crazy... kinda like the lead singer in the band Sambomaster. I'm just not motivated or inspired. I still can't sit down and write a script for my cartoon, which saddens me greatly. I'm just so afraid of it not being funny or of it looking really amateur. *sigh*
Anyway, I need to find some motivation to do anything soon, or I'll end up merging with my bed. Anyone who wants to just play music with me, let me know.
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I think its awesome that you play guitar, I do too. I know what it's like when you sit down with your guitar and kind of stare at it with your hand on the strings like "this blow, i don't know what to play" uninspired if you will. just remember that you don't need to depend on other people to make music, and about the being scared of not being funny thing, what are you waiting for, you'll never know unless you try.
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